Sabrina:

Hi! I don’t know if you got the message from me last night,

I just honed you too much that time, that made my crying on the bus.

Funny, right?

It’s very long time past since you left.

I don't know whether the long distance will make us more strange or we will miss each other too much?

We always made the cold war between us when we lived together.

Even when you left, we also kept in silence to the other.

How fractious we are!

Through the email you reverting, I knew something you think. We are the same; we never make all the things clarity.

But now it’s futility to say those things. I can’t take care of you now. You should attend yourself more carefully.

After you left, I live a simple and aimless life, a bit disorder. I almost have no one to talk some inner-words with, Tune is simply mind. Something to talk to her is useless. You know…

For the things you told me, I’m over soft-hearted, I try to reduce it and to the BF, I also need to think over.

I find I don’t want to make anyone hurt now. But I also hurt a cute boy those days, I feel so ashamed and sorry to him. I’m guilty, though I also feel sorrow when I saw him. Especially the last time, I wanted to hug him, but I don’t know the position I am. Turn around and make the tear piling in the eyes. The Stefanie sings: leave and let it go. He likes Stefanie as the same as you. 

You must be appointed with me. Yes, I take it. But believe me, I’m trying to…

Like I refuse the man who can give me more, I don’t like him now. If I promise him, I must be regret someday. I really don’t want that thing happens. We can make friends. I told him.

Actually, I need my love always pure. I stick to.

When I was struggling and left the Exhibition of Beijing, I feel silly, I’m afraid that I will be alone. I’m so scared.

I messaged you, and I think you may not get it. What a shame! Yet, never mind! I just showed the missing to myself.

I listened the song “Nu Xiao Nan Sheng”, that I taught you and Yanhui when we were seniors.

How beautiful those years are!

When I stayed in Shanghai, I met Yanhui, Zhangqi and Maomao. They are all well. I am gratified that, we also own the privity. And I hope that will continue.

I always cherish you.

Tune will move house those days, I decide to stay in the same place but only make some change and ague for the rent. I’m afraid of the so many things of mine. Jesus!!

I can’t protect the girl that makes me a little wronged. We will lose each other to accompany. Ever time I thought this I would be lost.

You know, everyone has his way to keep going. All the things will be fine.

I believe.

And you? You must be feel alone some nighttimes. Well, sorry for I can’t help you. L

All the terrible things made me fretted.

From now on, every thing would be planned. I just need to follow those.

I would make effort to get the reasonable mark of IELTS, and we’ll meet at UK next year.

Waiting for me and remember: Hard Hard Study, Day Day Up! I don’t look for the bad news that you can’t finish school. Wa hahahaha…

I think Fengwei also don’t need this^_^

You are beatific right?

Hoho.

I will to check the HIV recently, I don’t know why; I just want to do this. I never hate for this, unfortunately I got it, I will tell you, and I will never hate death you know. I think I want to be a clear guy, or gay man? Haha.

I don’t why I’m whiting the letter in English, I don’t want to make a show. May be it’s a practice? It must not ne… It’s poor. Ah… depending you are in UK that’s the reason for me. Haha. Sorry so many mistakes, you know I’m lazy to check the grammar or the words. Forgive me!

Ok, it’s late here, I will to take the bath and sleep. Old saying, tomorrow is another day, You, they and I should be happy and favoring everyday. Cherishing your time and missing meJ

Have a good day!

                                                                                                                           Yours: Roy

                                                                                                                2:17 28/09/2008  @ Beijing

Accessory:

Our photo is always in my laptop, funny and shine^_^

It's just an example. None aesthetic hahaha

PS: If you listen this background music, you find noone sings, it's only for us to sing.

:)